Yo, I am so into the zone right now (at least I try to tell myself that). Wish I could share that zone with someone this time of the year, but this is how it is supposed to be I guess. Let Go and Let God... I have to keep telling myself that... I am much more sad than I thought at times, but I keep going out and meeting more friends. Yesterday, for lunch I took the Bus downtown again and met the coolest bartender. I know they are bartenders, but we talked for like 2 hours. I was not totally wasted, just had 3 beers and pizza, so it was nice to talk about things. Froze my ass off on the walk back to the depot... ahhhh.. the depot. Where it all began. Yea, that too, can't get these little memories out of my head, but they are nice to remember the times when I was the happiest.
Last week, out at Edge of the World, I decided to join the Snowboard Cross events at Beech Mtn this year. It starts in Mid Jan and is 5 different Sundays. I can't wait, to meet some new people, and compete. I love speed, and this is what snowboard cross is. A small goal I am setting out for, instead of just going through the motions.
Got a huge bonus at work this year, almost shit myself.. It came out of nowhere just like all things in life. Good and bad things happen when you least expect it! I have noticed that a lot lately. All part of being calm and patient, which is quite hard for me at times.. as far as the bonus, I am going to put it in my school fund for the summer. I think that will be a good transition for me once the winter is over. Starting in summer will be nice as well, not as hectic. Dammit... the frickin saddest love songs always come on!!!! come on now... ahh, its good to be human, good to feel, good to be loved, good to be lost...Life is so interesting. Enjoy it while I have it! My resilience will prevail!
Peace